My First Class & Money Troubles

As you know from my last post, I recently was given permission to move up to a higher level class. Tomorrow is my first class and I am absolutely TERRIFIED. I am so anxious thinking about just jumping into a class of people who have been doing this since they were 5 meanwhile I've only been doing this for less than a year. Especially since they are all 12-13 year olds. As if I don't stand out enough i'm a 5'8, 16 year old who is nowhere near skinny as well. So while I'm excited to be making some progress, I'm afraid that my excitement is way outweighed by my nerves and anxiety. And if I didn't have enough problems I am struggling to find a way to pay for these classes. My plan was that I was gonna get a job this summer and use that money to pay for my classes so my mom wouldn't have to worry about finding a way to pay for them because we are already tight on money as it is. But Iv'e applied to four places so far since before I got out school but haven't even gotten any responses. I guess I'm just very frustrated at the moment and I wanted to share a bit of my story in case anyone reading this could relate in any way (as if anyone is actually reading this lol). I will try to post an update tomorrow after my first class if I dont complelty break down before I get there:)

DANCE ON!